the thing is im not scared… i know how things are, i like how things are. we share our storys our songs. were practicly brother and sister. i know you would protect me now and always. i am always by your side, never afraid you will hurt me… i know how much i mean to you and you know how much you mean to me. your always so recless and all i can do is stare at the messages you sent, never truly knowing if your ok. i just want to be able to know you are always safe. i just wanna be there like you are for me… i wanna be there all the time standing by your side, i wanna be there when you need me… but what happens if something bad happens and im not there… the times when my life when i was falling to peices i cryed in your arms you were there, but one day it will be your turn. but as you know im not a fighter like you. i let people walk all over me. i leave myself open for anything to break me to peices…
but the only thing im scared of is… that im not good enough. strong enough, or brave enough.